Bothered

Bothered

As i lay waiting
for something to happen
i also am hating
you for what you did
you think im that easy
im some kind of pushover
it makes me feel queezy
and sick that i looked at you in the 1st place

my life may be boring
a monotonous wreck
but my mind it is soaring
with thoughts of whats to come
you may call me silly, crazy, insane
for all that i do say and think
but your also the one that left the pain
in my heart
and im not bothered

Beautiful

Beautiful

i look through the window and see in the skies
the beautiful blueness of your beautiful eyes

i look at the bark of a tree and the brown i see there
is the beautiful browness of your beautiful hair

i look at the ocean as the wave rips
and i see beautiful roundness to your beautiful hips

i listen to the radio and with every station choice
i hear the beautiful sharpness of your beautiful voice

i listen to the breeze and the storm in the sky
i hear the cowardice shake in my cowerdice sigh

because though you look beautiful nd sound beautiful too
i could never be brave enough to ask that question to you

Forget

Forget

sitting here watching our favorite flick
listening to our favorite song
its making me feel exceptionally sick
and even more so exceptionally wrong
I hardly do this any more
just a way to remind
what the hell i did that for
explain please if you dont mind

why did i look
why did you smile
why did i sit and stay for a while
why did i hug
why did i wink
why didnt i just sit down and think
why did i kiss
why did i care
i never lied or tried anything i swear

now you see why i dont remember you any more
why i dont stand up and walk out the door
why now i sit and try to make plans
without you in em, and my heart simply bans
me to open my mouth
in fear that memories of you will fall out

i run like the wind
swim like the tide
i fly like a dove and yet
i cant seem to block you out of my mind
i just cant seem to forget

Gone

Gone

Sometimes I glance into her eyes
Sometimes I can't stop my midnight cries
Sometimes I sit and stare alone
Sometimes I sit and watch the phone
Sometimes I sit and wait like a fallen dove
Sometimes i wonder if she ever loved
Although love is what i lack
Although shes gone and wont come back
Although I'm hurt, heartbroken, down
Although my heart makes no sound
Although that good feeling is gone and passed
Although I knew it would never last
I still lay awake in bed at night
I am to afraid to turn off the light
I fear of dreaming about her yet again
I am scared to think of back when
I know I'm stuck and can't move on
I know my love and I know shes gone

I Cant Forget You

I Cant Forget You

as i lay here in bed
in the blaze of the heat
the fan at my head
the blanket at my feet
i try to sleep
but theres nothing i can do
because you sew what you reap
and i cant forget you

the sweat drips down my naked chest
my nerves shortened to the rind
i wish that i could lay down and rest
but you just wont get off my mind
im only the friend
what else is new
it all comes down to sleepless nights in the end
and i cant forget you

i try to close my eyes
and yours, blue, are all that i see
im sorry for all of the lies
my life, it feels out of key
like an old old sad song
i just cant find my cue
ill be in a doze before long
and i cant forget you

Never Was

Never Was

The guy that you lied to
the one you said you loved
the guy who would have given the sky to you
the one you, all of a sudden, think nothing of
you must have thought my love wasnt real
like maybe a flea market brand
you didnt remember the way our lips would seal
the way youde squeeze my hand

you asked if i would still be your friend
and later i felt sorry for my reply
'I have enough friends this is the end'
but i had a right didnt i
you broke my heart
and thats all it was
i didnt brake yours, you didnt even start
to look back when you walked away, because
you didnt realy want my friendship and maybe your love never was

The Girl

The Girl

The girl that I most adore
The girl that i have been waiting for
the girl that makes my heart soar
over the mountains over the trees
her whispers sooth me like a warm summer's breeze
her voice takes me swiftly to my knees
in a sweet surrender to her love
the only girl i'm ever thinking of
our bodies together like a pair of gloves
while we lay together in eachother's arms
we are eachother's good luck charm
theres nothing that could happen to cause alarm
because im her shield and she is mine
i love her forever and all time

One More First Kiss

One More First Kiss

You think she would remember
You think that she would call
It was only last December
Yet she remembers not at all
The memories come and the memories go
But one thing is the same
My heart and mind they will not grow
To forget her once again
Some one new will come soon
Or at least thats what they all say
And I hope on stars, sun and moon
That she will come today
Because although I know its her I miss
And I haven't forgotten her yet
All i need is another first kiss
And maybe I'll forget

The Last

The Last

Another day gone
Another page turned
Another bell has rung
Another bridge has been burned
Single or taken, forgotten or famed
Stupid or smart it all just the same
Another locker door slammed
Another race for the bus
We all miss that one person
who does not miss us
Another dark night
Another cold bed
A million other places
I'd rather be instead
One last dream gone
One last cold drink
The last thing I want to do
Is lay down and think

True, Real, LOVE

True, Real, LOVE

True love is tested
True love is best
Love is harder that all the rest
It’s balanced in wisdom
Its judgments are true
It is not just sentimental of heart
Thus, governing love with forgiveness’ glue

Love rebukes
Love brings growth
Love acknowledges what’s good for both
Love weighs “the truth” with event of time
Love, indeed, is “such a good friend” of mine
Though, love must start first from within
It frees the soul from unwanted guilt and sin

Love lives and gives, and humbly receives
It never harbours resentment for lost realities
It makes allowances for faults and frailties
Love loves to recall the best from such tragedies
Love is so contagious
It pulls on the heart-strings to win
Love will always forgive, again and again

Love gives sound boundaries, and security of space
Love give principles, so wise, for posterity’s race
Love is among equals is most often the best
Love’s quite 'a powerful word' amidst those of tranquil zest
Love is quite patient, gracious and kind
Although, love for God’s standard is- amore noble find
I hat evil, but even this takes greater courage and love to do
But the wisest of all love- is to “love Wisdom’s best” for you

ALL OF THE ABOVE! !

ALL OF THE ABOVE! !

LOVE, , ,
WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THE PHRASE I LOVE YOU, , ,
WHAT IT CAN MEAN FOR SOME REASON OR ANOTHER, , ,
THE OBJECT OR OBJECTS OF THIS EFFECTION IS ADORABLE, , ,
I WANT IT TO KEEP AS MY OWN LOVE, , ,
WHAT IS ANOTHER THOUGHT OF LOVE, , ,
TO HELP THOSE AMONGST US THAT ARE HAVEING TROUBLES THAT ARE BEYOND THIER REACH OR COMPREHENSION TO ACHIEVE THE REALITY OF LOVE, , , , , ,
TO ACHIEVE LOVE AT IT'S FULLEST HEIGHT, , ,
GIVE LOVE FROM THE HEART, , ,
LOVE FROM THE FEELING THAT IT MAKES YOU FEEL, , ,
LOVE GOOD ABOUT HAVEING GIVEN SOMETHING THAT HELPS SOMEONE, , ,
LOVE TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT, , ,
LOVE, , ,
EXCITING AND NEW, , ,
LOVE TO COME AND VIEW, , ,
LOVE WHAT'S EXPECTED OF YOU, , ,
I LOVE YOU YEA, YEA, YEA, , ,
TO LOVE, , ,
TO BE LOVED, , ,
TO GIVE LOVE, , ,
TO KNOW LOVE WHEN IT COMES, , ,
TO SHARE LOVE WITH OTHERS, , ,
LOVE AS YOU WOULD EXPECT OTHERS TO SHARE WITH YOU, , ,
LOVE, , ,
LOVE, , ,
LOVE, , ,
ALL WE NEED IS LOVE, , ,
LOVE ALL TOGETHER WORLD, , ,
WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS NOW IS LOVE, , ,
SWEET LOVE, , ,
LOVE'S THE ONLY THING THAT WE GET TOO LITTLE OF, , ,
LOVE TOO MUCH, , , TOO LITTLE, , , TOO LATE, , ,
TO SEE LOVE, , ,
WHAT IS LOVE, , ,
ALL OF THE ABOVE! ! ! !

together

together (if my hand can smile I will smile with him)

if my hand can smile I will smile with him
if I know from which and where dream after him come and go
and where my hand if running to draw near
and where going of a love if running to home affection
do possible my hand can smile
is which is better which of your heart which weep and you smile with people?
or your heart smile and you weep with others
if my heart a calm house to shade from all feeling
I surely will remain in it
and I will write all about myself
and everybody in soul diary
and I will write '' I love you all''
and if my heart is a farm
I will grow altogether with love
and affection
I will sprinkle altogether patiently
our heart a house
warm our moment weep and is happy
and soul and our mind is a diary book
what is full about our myself and people
and affection a garden around our heart house
and I love altogether (I love you all) (all love you all) (forever)
and I love altogether (it's all right) (yes all right) (forever)
and I love altogether (all together true) (together forever) (forever)
and I love altogether (yeah, yeah, yeah) (ca ca ca ca) (forever)
and I love altogether (we heart a home) (yes it's true) (forever)
and I love altogether (we soul and minds a diary book) (yes it's real) (forever)
and I love altogether (lalalalalalala) (ya ya ya ya ya ya ya) (forever)
and I love altogether (peace in the word) (I hope this) (forever)
and I love altogether (peace in the world) (all hope this) (forever)
and I love altogether (du bi da bi da bi da bi da bu ba bi ba) (never ending) (forever)
and I love altogether (dance now) (and smile to your love) (forever)
and I love altogether (all singing now) (and loving for you love) (forever)
and I love altogether (a revolution love) (big change in your dream) (forever)
and I love altogether ( we hope) (all many love) (forever)
and I love altogether (many many love) (love so much) (forever)
and I love altogether (I love you) (you love me) (forever)
and I love altogether (and I love all) (and you love all) (forever)
and I love altogether (and all love me) (and all love you) (forever)
and I love altogether (in the landheart forever) (full love) (forever)
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I love you all
all love me
all love all
forever love together
I love you all
all love me
all love all
forever love together
I love you all
all love me
all love all
forever love together

egi david perdana (lyricist poet)

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I am seeking that “titled”, LOVE…

I am seeking that “titled”, LOVE…

I am seeking that SWEET LOVE, STAND UP FOR LOVE type of love, LOVERS & FRIENDS kind of love, that Trick love the kids love.
I stare in your brown eyes and wish I had that SEXY LOVE, LOVE IN A SPECIAL WAY love, HATE THAT I LOVE YOU love.
I want to be able to question myself and ask if this COULD BE LOVE.
I wanna make him scream and shout, that’s not a problem because MY LOVE IS LIKE WOAH, my LOVE IS INCREDIBLE, my LOVE DON’T LOVE NOBODY else except for him because ALL I WANT IS his LOVE. I bet he will never experience A LOVE LIKE THIS BEFORE.
I want us to MAKE GOOD LOVE.
I want to make love in the street, perhaps get some CADILLAC LOVE.
I want to make him the LOVE OF MY LIVE and let him know that my LOVE DON’T COST A THING.
I want our loving to combine and become that ONE LOVE, to also have a hot sweaty love like the CALIFORNIA LOVE.

I am seeking that SWEET LOVE, ILL MAKE LOVE TO YOU type of love, DON’T TAKE YOUR LOVE AWAY kind of love, that I’m in love with a stripper love.
I stare in your brown eyes and wish I had that STUDIO LOVE,
I want to be able to question HOW DEEP IS YOUR LOVE.
I wanna make him scream and shout, that’s not a problem because MY LOVE IS LIKE WOAH, my LOVE IS ALIVE. I bet he will never experience this special NO ORDINARY LOVE.
I want to MAKE GOOD L.O.L.O.L.O.L.O.V.E.
I want us to make LOVE IN THE ELEVATOR, to show that our LOVE IS EVERLASTING, continuous, it does not stop on any level.
I want to make him the LOVE AMONG THE RUINS and let him know that LOVE CHANGES EVERYTHING.
I want our love to be stupid as if LOVE DON’T MAKE NO SENSE and to be an everlasting LOVE BY DAY, LOVE BY NIGHT

The filling is deep

The filling is deep
Although not deep what is you fill
What a classic Poem or story was ever defection of you
The combination of my word is not so deep of a poet
In my dream the excellent of poet was raise the bible of poetry
Doesn’t care magic formula or excellent poem was reading by him
Or the dazzle of ray that was covered by gold can make me be dazzle
Or the voice of noice of world tha my ear was hard to hear
Music or ballad of praise was cadences punned not to be hearing
Just pure of clear voice tune was always wcho
Wcho to be form the beautifully of word for to be remember
Ahh… I was swing in the excellent magic formula the gods of poet
Like as a officer was capture in war the enemy by double sword eyes

It was still remember magic formula the gods of poet in my mind
Yes. Truly always be remember for to be think of the time that I have
In the couplet of poetry he say “unknown is unloved”
In the time the word was I always to be remember even it became a relief of romantic love in my heard

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